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Difficulty


It is very difficult to express oneself in new environment or last chance in life. In these seasons, I always hesitate to say good-bye and meet new friends.
Sometimes there's no reasons for missing someone even I love or like so much. I am very scared of telling them the words of parting. If I once said, it means I accept the separation.


And new friends... to feel so painful for parting someone I relying on so much, that I cannot have enough courage for making them. Even I'll sometimes refuse the chance for that.


I'm afraid of missing someday...



I know it won't make anything.
[PR]
by 803103 | 2009-03-29 00:11 | monologue
confusing


I't was only my awareness didn't it?? Why could you smile and feel nothing in facing me.

I didn't have to think who is friend and to rely on. Was it just a problem of expression?? I'm afraid not. Never do.

I'm still not good at saying my opinions. I'm absolutely sure of it and it's not the part where someone make it. Such a disappointed!!

Maybe it was just a misunderstanding of what I thinkin' such as a friend.

Oh god.
[PR]
by 803103 | 2008-07-05 00:46 | monologue
Well done


Recently, I'm thinking about my friends, job, environment, and family.

It's not of course everybody arounds me is always fine. I have to thank to my surroundings, and things I can do shuold be done by myself.

It may be easy only to understand at thinking.
But now on, I have to study and think well seriously.

Because the time isn't left so much for me.

I'm really thinkin' of it, everyday.

Am I depending more than I admitted??

…I think so, but how can I get out of it??

Nothing change, just thinking…
[PR]
by 803103 | 2008-02-01 22:21 | monologue